| eh i havent updated in ages.
im really bored
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| im sure this is all gonna sound really ridiculous and uh...i dont exactly expect anyone to believe all this. uh...for the last little while ive been kinda keeping correspondace with my sanity, and uhh... i really get the feeling that im starting to lose intrest in the letter writing process. the pieces of the letters, they just get progressively shorter and shorter until its not even a reply. i uhh...the whole thing makes me really nervous. i just wish i could show you what a huge problem this is.
I kind of have this... really terrible habit of asking myself all these stupid questions, right? like what if uhh...what if theres a spot on my body that i can touch to keep my heart from beating? or like what if, what if theres this uhh...stray bullet out there thats gonna come through my window and take me out? like what if uhh...what if theres this huge unstoppable comet thats gonna like, destroy the earth and all of us? Like what... what if that’s happening right now? How can I avoid all these questions if I don't have that? Like, who is gonna be here? Why... who is gonna be there... in the hospital? Who is gonna tell me that all this is bullshit... its a dream? Just a dream.This is not a joke. And uhh... i'll never sleep.
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| today, im at home. im sick. sooo that sucks. but ill be at school tomarrow for stupid exams. gosh. i hate staying home from school its way too boring for me. eh. i guess leave me some comments and ill get back to you. fuck. and gelly. did i miss anything important in biology.
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| well im blogging cuz i cant myspace. stupid crap. everytime i try to log on it says i have to sign up or something. oh well. im really bored in gym class. we arent dessing out just doing research for our exam report thing. and i guess thats cool. todays the first day in school in like 6 days. and it sucks. i didnt do anything those 5 days except i went to dannys saturday night which was awesome cuz kasey was there and my 2 best friends. that was awesome! i wanted to hang out with kasey and meeshy again yesterday but we couldnt cuz we needed rides and shit. oh well exams start on friday instead of today, which is good. i guess. gosh. i wanna get on myspace bad...dude... does html work on xanga? like scrolling texts and stuff? i guess i can try, and if it doesnt work it doesnt work
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| hey hey. today was pretty good. there was alot of bad shit yesterdya. i dont really wanna go into it but i almost left. and it was horrible. today i went to see kaseys choir concert thing. i thought it was very neat. to bad i cant sing. well i have nothing else to say except gday mate |
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